The Story Untold... The Beggning

My last letter needs a little explaining... So lets start off with the fact that im a depressed teenager who is drowning in my own self hatred. I dont remember when it started but I know it changed my life forever. At first it did not seem like a big deal and yet moving and starting somewhere new... well it changes you. You can make fun of me I dont care... I never really cared about anything. Or maybe I cared to much. Make since? If not well, your out of luck I dont want to waste my time explaining it I have to much to say.... keep in mind that my story may have some triggers in it. (self harm, suicidle thoughts, depression) But I want to tell you my story even if I dont finish it... Maybe it will help someone out there who needs it. Someone else who is drowning and needs someone to save them just like I did... The names Lea and this is how I drowned.