Despair....

Oh the sadness in my heart....I am not sure who is responsible for my pain, and I don't care. I just want my Hello! Project back. Imagine the sound of a young woman's heart shattering as she clicks through every groups' YouTube channel in search of jpop music videos (old and new) to watch but to no avail.... Must I sit forever in this dark room and sulk for all eternity? Someone, please....at least help me understand this travesty and *voice breaks* why it must be.... [insert soft crying]