I'm so excited to write about Suga because I think he's a tough cookie (Zico) He don't take no one's crap but is respectful at the same time. Little by little, I'm falling for him LOL Just Kidding but he's up there on my list.

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"Pay attention, Yoongie." I said, frustrated. He's been doing aegyo every time some girls walk by. He looks at me and does aegyo, "What? you don't think I'm cute? " I shook my head no. He gave me a frown, then paid attention to his music sheet. "Listen and write down what you hear, I'm gonna go get something to drink, I expect you have it done when I come back." Without a second thought, I left. I splashed water on my face as soon as I closed the door of the bathroom. 'I'm going to die, how can he be so cute? ARGH, why can't I be like other girls and be cute and girly.' I look down at my wardrobe; Black T-shirt, Black skinny jeans, and Black Nike shoes. 'I look EMO. Ugh. Enough!!! I can't bash myself for being me, If he doesn't like me, there's nothing I can do about it. Time to go back.' As I round the corner, I hear a high-pitched voice confessing to Suga. I enter the room, unfazed and uninterested; the girl bows to him and me and runs out. I look at her disappearing out the door and look at Suga. He was zoning out, I stepped in front of him and bent down to his eye level, waved my hands in front of his face. "Helloo, Earth to Suga."

I flinched and stood up tall, I felt like I got slapped in the face. "It can't be the first time, you must've had many confessions at school, no?" He shook his head no and looked at me. "What do you think I should do?" My heart was literally breaking at his question. I was torn; I wanted to tell him how I feel but I didn't want to ruin our friendship, but I couldn't be happy about him being with someone else. "Do whatever you feel like doing. Anyways, did you do the music sheet assignment?" He had the decency to look sheepish and apologize for getting distracted. "Fine, I have to go to rehearsal and you can finish it tomorrow, but you owe me, Yoongi." He smiles and nods. I head out the door, I couldn't be there any longer. Once I went through the door, my tears started to flow uncontrollably. I covered my face with my hair and looked down, freely crying, not making a sound. I bumped into someone and that person fell down. I wipe my face with my shirt and stick my hand out to help the person up. "(Y/N)??" I look up to see Jimin, rubbing his backside. "Oh hey, Jiminie!" I said, injecting some fake happiness in my voice. "You ok? Your eyes are red." his face conveying concern for me. "Yeah, I'm fine. Just stress and lack of sleep, hahaha. Well, I got to go, see you later." Just as I was about to walk away, he grabs me by arms and hugs me tight. "Noona, you can't have these things bottled up because sooner or later, you're going to explode. Just let it out." I look up at him, "What are you talking about? I-" My eyes start to water and stream down my face. He starts to wipe them away with his fingers and then he pulled me towards his chest where I silently sobbed. I heard footsteps coming towards us, before I was able to run away, I felt Jimin wrap his arms tighter around me. "Jimin, do you know where - (Y/N)?? What's wrong?" Suga came running over and tried to pull my hair out of my face, I turned the other way; not wanting him to see my face. "Noona, broke up with her boyfriend. She just needs a minute, give her some space, Yoongi." I heard him take a step back and say, "Noona, you had a boyfriend? since when?" I heard the disbelief in his voice and something else, but I didn't care about anything other than my broken heart. "Jimin, let me go. I have to go, I'll be late for practice." He loosened his grip but held onto me. "I'm walking you there." I nod and turn my back on Suga. Jimin looks over to Suga, "Don't worry, hyung. I'll take good care of her." ********Few months later********* I debuted with my group that consists of Jazzy, Shari, Abi, and Juju. Jazzy is the sub rapper and main dancer. Shari is the sub vocalist and visual. Abi is the composer and producer. Juju is the main rapper and lead composer. I was the main vocalist and lead dancer. My group is called Roses. I was in the same company of BTS. Jimin and I have become really good friends. He has a crush on Jazzy. I told him many times to confess but he's too shy. Since that day, we have been close friends and with the rest of BTS, except Suga. He's been distant and we've actually come to each other's throat many times that everyone calls us an old married couple, where we both say vehemently that we are not! I knock on the door of the dorm where BTS resides, I have in my hand a bag with some bottles of soju and ramen. Jimin, Jin, and J-hope was going to celebrate my debut with some drinks. I heard my ringtone and checked my phone. Jimin: Hey, I'm running late with the cake. There are so many fans, that we can't leave. I have one other errand to do and I'll be there. Me: That's ok, I'll just wait here then. Jimin: Sorry for making you wait!! :( I heard the door open and my mouth opened, staring at Yoongi. He was wearing a towel on his hips, hair drying with one hand and the other resting on the door frame. He smirks, "Are you going to stand there and stare all night or are you coming in?" I closed my mouth and blushed, "Sorry, I'll just wait out here for Jimin."

At the mention of Jimin's name, there was a scowl on his face. "Get in, before saesang fans take a picture of you waiting outside the dorm and create a scandal for us." My eyes widened at the thought of that happening and I quickly entered the house. He closed the door and stood right in front of me. I smelled his aftershave, the shampoo, and his own scent. I felt warmth radiating from him and it enveloped me. It made me shiver. I looked at him, he was staring at my face, then our eyes locked. I took my shoes off quickly and headed to the living room. I dropped my bags on the coffee table. I heard a door close behind me. I exhaled a breath that I didn't know I was holding in. Few minutes later, Yoongi comes out and sits on the floor next to my legs. He starts to snoop in my bag. "Yah, what do you think you're doing?" He looks over at me and says, "I'm hungry." I put my hands on his shoulders and squeeze him.

"Oww, that hurts. Stop, Noona!!!" I laugh and get up, picking up the bag on my way to the kitchen. I grab the pot and fill it with water and open the ramen package and dump it in. I grab 2 shot glasses and bring it over to the coffee table. He pour one for me and I pour one for him. "Congratulations on your debut." He toasted to me and downed his drink. So, did I. After a couple of drinks later, eating ramen with Yoongi. My mind was carefree and my body in high spirits.

I put on some music and I see Yoongi rapping along with the song, my body going with the flow. Yoongi follows me around the living room and I push him on the couch. I start to dance in front of him, not giving a care in the world if I was making a fool of myself or not. He grabs my hand and pulls me onto him on the couch. I straddle him and start giving him a lap dance. My brain is sluggish and there's a nagging feeling telling me that I shouldn't be doing this, but I don't care. My body rolling and grinding on the person I love, what's wrong with that. Yoongi pulled my body closer to him and laid his face in my chest. He looked up at me and grabbed the back of my neck and kissed me. My heart beat was thumping so hard against my rib cage because of his wonderful lips kissing mine. I moaned and he thrusted his tongue in and bit my lower lip. I sat on his member and rocked back and forth, he groaned in my mouth and I felt his hands in my hair, gripping it and angling it to get a better entry of my mouth. His hand left my hair and settled on my hips. He thrusted his pelvic, hitting my sensitive spot, making me squirm even more on him. He unbuttoned my shirt and displayed my black laced breasts out in the open. He traced the lace and circled his fingers around the pointed peaks. I arched my back, making my chest closer to his mouth, where he took the invitation by greedily kissing them. One lavished with his mouth and the other caressed by his firm hand. His mouth left my breast and traveled up my collarbone, leaving hickeys and love bites. I struggled to hug him closer because of my shirt, I ripped it off of me. His eyes widened and then he gave me a sexy smile, licking his lips with his tongue. 'Oh, what that tongue does to me!' "Yoongi, I-I-mmphff" He kissed me hard, using his tongue like an expert. His hands pulled up my skirt and he reached and squeezed firmly on my derriere. My hands left his shoulders, lowered to the bottom of his shirt and lifted it up. My eyes traveled all over, my mouth drooling. He looks up at me and says,"You like what you see?" I give him a look that made him gulp. I licked my lips and lowered my head onto his shoulder, when I heard my phone ringing. We both groaned, I turned around still sitting on him and grabbed my phone. Jimin: Hey, I'm downstairs. Have the door open. Me: Ok "Omg, they're here." I get off him and start to look for my shirt. I lift it up and see that some of the buttons were ripped. I look at Yoongi in terror, he smirks and gives me his shirt. "Put this on, if they ask, just say that you spilled something." I nod and fix myself as best I could. I go to the door and look behind to see if I left anything out. "Yoongi, put my shirt in my bag, please." He nodded and went to his room and came out with a shirt on. As soon as he did that, I opened the door and a second later, I have Jimin, Hoseok, Taehyung, Namjoon, Jin, and Jungkook coming in. They were laughing and Jimin stops in front of me to give me a hug, but stops and says, "Noona, your lips are puffy. Are you ok? Do you have allergies or something?" I looked over really quickly at Yoongi and he smiled. I gave Jimin my best smile and said, "It's just I drank too much waiting for you." He nodded and gave me a hug. He walked over with me to Yoongi, "Hyung, I don't know why you wanted me to buy this for you but it caused us alot of trouble. Noona, I have to get the cake ready. I'll be back." I stood there looking at Yoongi curious of what he had in the bag. Yoongi pulled out a box from a jewelry store and said, "Noona, will you be mine?" He stared at me like a cute puppy. I nodded and felt tears threatening to fall. He put the bracelet on. "(Y/N), I told Jimin to go to the jewelery store before you came here." I looked at him confused as to why he's telling me this. "I wanted the group to get it, but it was the only way we could be together with no interruptions."

After he said I love you, I started to cry. "Why did you distance yourself from me?" I asked, my voice coming out choked. He looked down and whispered, "Because I was jealous. Jealous of you and Jimin. How close you've gotten with him but last week, I overheard that he likes Jazzy and I couldn't wait any longer. I had to make you mine, Noona. Only mine."

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