I quickly got out of the bed. I'm breathing heavy.
*What just happened*
"Whoa, J.J relax. Nothing happened. You was very drunk last night and you fell asleep on my car. I didn't knew where you live, so I had to take you to my house."
"I'm sorry,this is not me. This is the second time"
"Nothing. I got to go"
I collected myself and start to walk out of the room, but GD grabs my arm.
"J.J relax. I live an hour from Seoul.You won't make it nowhere from here"
"Where's your bathroom?"
"Right over there" GD pointed.
I walk inside the bathroom. I turn on the faucet and look at myself at the mirror. I slowly at down on top of the toilet. I put my head down. *What just happened? why I can't remember nothing!*
I stepped out and GD was in front of the door with his phone on his face. One thing ... he was just shirtless.
"ya.. umm. ya I'm done"
GD smile and walked inside. I didn't Even put my head down. I just kept looking at him till he close the door behind him. Then I look around. *Am I in his room?* I open the window and my eyes pop open. GD lives next to a beach.
The sea was quiet, the sun was bright and the seagulls are singing. *This is so beautiful* I open the window and walk towards the porch. I take a sniff and smell the salt from the sea. I stretch my arms out as the wind blows my face.
*This is so good*
"You like it?"
"Oh,, ya this is beautiful GD. I never thought you live in a beautiful environment"
"I like it here. Its quiet. And no many people bothers me here?"
"I would live in a place like this too. Its just peaceful"
I turn around and face the beach. The sun was just on point. Bright and sunny. Then GD stand beside me. He looks at me and giggles.
"What's so funny?"
"What about me."
"You know how to cuddle, J.J"
"Last night, when I laid down on the bed. You quickly just wrapped your legs and arms around me"
*Someone please shoot me*
"I'm sorry, I... I didn't meant to do that"
"Its ok. Just a shocking for me"
"why, ain't like you never slept with a woman and her cuddle up to you."
"Actually, no. I would fuck her and she leaves. That's it"
*what am I hearing*
"Ooohhkkkk... that's an info I don't want to know" *maybe*
"Ok. let's go have breakfast"
Then my stomach growls. GD giggles. We both walk downstairs. When I enter where the living room is and the kitchen, my jaw dropped. *gasp*"Dude, you are rich. This place is amazing"
"I may be rich but I save big. I'm always careful of what I order. I sometimes compare prizes. When I see a very good price on the item I want. I buy it!"
"Wow, you can really drive with music and money. Skills"
"Umm...mmm.. I don't know how to cook. So let's order something"
"No, its ok. I can cook. I've been in LA for five years and I learned to cook as I was on my own. Food is expensive"
"Really?? Well ok. I should have everything here. My mom came two days ago and filled my fridges."
"Ya I got two"
"Whoa!. Well ok. you sit and I will get breakfast ready. "
GD sat down in a chair. I grabbed a water and a cup and pour him water as he sees. Then I grabbed the food I needed. *Imma show you how a real woman,, well man can cook. .. whatever same shit.*
J.J starts to cook. I see how he moves and how concentrated he is. I'm actually enjoying this. He looks so adorable.
I take a sip of the water he pour for me. The thirst is no joke. But why I feel like this towards another man. Like I'm not even like this towards Seungri, and I adore him. But why on J.J.?
Then a text came. It was Seungri.
>hey man, what your doing today?
>nothing. I'm with J.J
*I think Seungri might be jealous.*
>ya J.J and I went out last night. He got drunk so he crash to my place.
*hmmm...should I or should I not. . I should!*
>want to come over and eat breakfast with us. J.J is cooking.
>ya, I'll be there in a few.
I lock my phone and smile. Then I look at J.J .. *what are you doing to us?*
"J.J gotta make more"
"Why is that?"
"Seungri is coming to eat"
J.J froze. *ahh so they prob have a thing* Why he froze like that though? Did something happened between them.
"Umm. sure. I'll make more"
"Ok, I'll be right back. I'm going to shower."
I left the kitchen and went to shower. As I let the hot water hit my body. I feel hotter. *Two gorgeous men in one house. What will go down*
> J.J is here.
*what... why ...*
Why is J.J over there? Why I feel jealous? I don't like this for one bit. GD may be shy but that boy is slick. *J.J*
>what to come over and have breakfast with us, J.J is cooking.
>ya, I'll be there in a bit
I quickly grabbed my car keys and left my house. Its a 30 minute drive.. but I'm going faster. I can't seem to think that they are together.
I put the window down and stepped on the gas. I'm 80mph right now. I just want to get there as soon as possible. I let the wind hit my face. *Calm down Seungri, calm down*
Why I feel like this? Why I feel like I'm.. I'm jealous!? What is this feeling. J.J what did you do to me?
Seungri is coming???!!!! What is going on? I started to make more food. I'm actually cooking for two boys. .. WoW!!
Then I heard the showers from upstairs turn on. *GD in the shower...oh myyy* Ok I need to get my MIND straight. *But he is ..... taking a shower....so that means... he is naked* I blush as I think about it. Then I heard the door bell. I went to the door and I saw Seungri outside. I open the door for him. When he saw me , he quickly gives me a hug.
*Huh... what is he doing*
"Hey J.J .. I missed you man. What your doing here?"
"I went out last night with GD and I think I drank to much. So I crashed in here"
"Ohh, why didn't you called me. I would've take you with me"
"What you mean, with..with you?"
"I just feel like I want to protect you and make sure your safe"
I'm speechless. I look at him. My heart is besting faster. *Why I feel this way?* Then GD came in, with the most surprising moment ever. He came to the kitchen with just a towel around his waste. *oh my god* I quickly turned around and pretend I didn't see.
"Jiyong, why won't you put pants man. Seriously"
"What's wrong with it? We all guys."
"Hey J.J the food ready"
"Ya..umm ya. Go sit down"
The boys sit down and I start to put the food down on the table. They both see the food and when I saw their reactions, I smile. The boys start to eat. As we all sit down and eat, I can't seem to not peak at GD.
*why is he like this?*
"J.J this is very good"
"I know for real,, hey Seungri. Your free today.?"
"Actually I am. What's good?"
"Want to ride the boat? Is very nice out"
"Hell ya, let's do it. Are you in J.J?"
*Hmmm.. a boat ride. Sounds AWSOMEEEE!!!!*
"Alright, I'm in!"
The boys smile . Then GD stand to put his plate away. And his towel drop. *Lord are you trying to kill me* He is in boxer.. but those silky ones. Ibquickky turn away and look at my plate.
*Breath Oh Ja-ni Breath*
"Yo man, love those boxers. Is it new?"
"Ya, I got it two days ago from the mail. Right they look good."
"Hell ya, the color is perfect on your skin"
Ohh myyy this is definitely a moment to remember. Is it Seungri really checking GD out *omo* I quickly stand.
"Be right back, imma use the bathroom"
I left quickly, and went straight to the bathroom. Then a knock came towards the door.
"J.J we go to go. Come on"
I got out and it was Seungri. He had a bag in his hand.
"Clothes, Go change. But hurry"
I go inside and quickly change my clothes. I'll say ,,,, I love the colors. Then I step out of the bathroom. Then Seungri walked towards me. I froze. He fix the collar of my shirt.
His face was close to my nose. I look and see how plum his lips are. Hearing him breath so calm. Then I smell the soft cologne from him. Then I look up towards his eyes.
He looks at me as his hands froze where my collar is. His eyes was so beautiful. Then he spoke into a soft tone.
"What do you see J.J?"
"A very beautiful man" Without noticing I answer in a honest way. *what did I just say? But why I feel fuzzy?*
Then he gets closer.... I didn't move ...Then he goes towards my ears ...
"What are you doing to me?"
"What ...what you mean?"
"I feel so relaxed with you, like a complete person. But without you, I can't breath"
I froze. *What is this?*
What's going on?
Is Seungri falling for J.J?
How will J.J defend herself?
FIRST DAY COMPETITION
METTING BIG BANG
THE WEIRD FEELING