I realize I am the only person I can count on at any point in my life. I can see why people do not understand my approach to life, it doesn't fit their expectations or ideals. That's okay...I'm okay with going it alone, tending to my issues on my own terms, in my own way. Conventional methods never work well for me anyway. I always come out stronger and wiser, this time will be no different. Except that I'll be entirely on my own, seeking none to stand with.
I'm not waiting, I'm moving forward. If paths cross that are meant to cross, I'll always be open to that. But I can no longer put myself on hold for the intangible...for things that may never unfold.