I've felt it.
I was so hurt. I thought it would be unfair for me so stay this way and for her to be ok. She never showed me her whole self, so I don't really know how much I meant to her, but from the little that she would say, I was barely scraping by in her top 5. So when she finally let me go, there was nothing for me to go back to.
Just because she broke my heart, doesn't mean she deserves to get hers broken too.Today, I still root for her.