Hello everyone! Having a good week?
Well, this should definitely make it a little brighter!
We are back with the EXO fanfiction!
And the date with D.O...OMO!
Anywho, I will stop rambling and let you get to the chapter! Enjoyy XD
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Chapter 14 - Just Be You
As I was driving to the market, I started to mentally prepare myself.
Is he going to be there before me? What should I do if I get there before him?
I quickly shook my head.
I think you are thinking too much about this Y/N. Just calm down, everything will be okay.
30 minutes flew by and almost missing the exit, I pulled into the market that D.O and I were meeting at.
As soon as I pulled into a parking spot, I sent him a quick text telling him that I was here.
Ok, so I did beat him here.
I sat in my car pondering what to do when I decided that I wanted to go check out the market a little bit before he got here.
I stepped inside and it was not busy at all. I started slowly walking around, bowing to the ahjummas at their stands as I passed by. I started to become hungry looking at all the food.
Oh my goodness, that looks so good! That looks good too! Ah man I want it all!
Distracted by the many delicacies, I was completely oblivious to the footsteps that were approaching me. I was staring at a stand of fish cakes, the drool practically dripping from my mouth when he scared me.
"Boo!" he yelled in my ear. I jumped almost falling over from shock. I then proceeded to hit him on the shoulder when I saw that it was him. "Ouch!" He said. "Why did you hit me?" He whinned, rubbing his shoulder.
"You shouldn't sneak up on someone like that! You scared the bejeebus out of me!" I told him, pouting. I could hear him laughing at me. I shot him a glare.
"Sorry," he whispered in between laughs. "I just saw you standing here and I couldn't resist."
I turned to look at him to see that he looked well-dressed. He was wearing black skinny jeans with a long sleeve black shirt, with a jacket covering his outfit and a mask (probably to keep his identity hidden).
He caught me staring and started to laugh again. "What?" he asked.
I quickly turned away.
"N-nothing," I responded.
Damn it, Y/N. Stop staring. You are going to burn a hole through him at this rate.
"Ok, so what do you want to do?" I asked him. He looked at me in confusion.
"What do you mean?"
"Well," I began. "You were the one who wanted to come here so I figured you had something in mind?" I told him.
"Ahhh," the realization hitting him.
"Haha, I totally forgot. Ummm...I was just thinking that we could walk around and check out some vendors. Is that OK or do you want to do something else?" He responded. I gave him a smile.
"I am down for that! You just better buy me some food. I have looked at so much here already that I think I can feel my stomach eating itself," I told him.
Well...there goes my good image.
"Maybe," I said turning away from him. He started laughing again.
"You are too cute," he commented. I could feel myself heating up at his compliment.
Man, what happened with the adorable, cute, nervous Kyungsoo? This one is way too forward and is enough to make me fall over.
"Come on," he played, taking my hand in his. "Let's go get some. I thought they looked good as well!" He yelled, dragging me behind him.
We reached the stall and the nice lady asked us what we would like to order.
"Just 2 fish cakes, please!" He said, grabbing his wallet from inside his pocket.
I stood behind him, not knowing what to do.
"D-do you want me to split with you? Because I can!" I told him, ruffling through my purse to find some cash. He put his hand on mine.
"It's ok, I got it," He told me, giving me an eye smile.
If his eyes are enough to kill me, I think that if I could see his smile under the mask right now that I would probably just fall over and die.
As the ahjumma finished the cakes, she handed them to Kyungsoo. We noticed that she gave us three instead of two.
"Miss," I called out to her. She turned around to look at us. "Sorry, we only ordered two fish cakes." I explained.
She gave me a small smile.
"Just take the third one," she said. "I gave it to you guys because you guys are such an adorable couple. We don't see many of those around here anymore." she stated. I started to turn red.
"We aren't - "
"I am not - "
"Aigoo...look at you two," she teased. "I hope you guys live a long and happy life." She told us.
She walked back inside, leaving Kyungsoo and I standing there in shock.
Well, if things were not any more awkward before...
"You can have the extra one," he said, cutting into the silence.
"No, I couldn't. You paid for the food. You should have it," I told him.
"Ani, you can take it," he pleaded.
"Okay, okay!" I said, grabbing the two fish cakes from his hand.
I started to eat them very slowly.
We were walking amongst the crowd, looking at stores here and there, as we were eating. I stayed behind him too focused on eating my delicious fishcake to realize that he had stopped in front of me, causing me to drop my second one.
"Aish!" I yelled. "My fish cake!" I said.
He started laughing again.
"What! Stop laughing at me!" I whined.
"I can't," he said. "You are just such a dork, it is hard not to laugh at you," he said.
"Y-yah!" I exclaimed. "This dork, will hit you!"
"Ooo, so scared," he made fun of me.
I pointed the stick from the first fish cake at him.
"Don't make me do it! Because I will!" I told him.
He continued to laugh at me, almost on the ground at this point.
"S-stop it," he pleaded, holding his stomach. "You are being embarrassing! " I said hitting him on the shoulder.
"Well then stop being so freaking cute and I will." He said again towards me leaving me speechless.
"S-stop calling me cute!" I said, turning away from him.
"Only when the world stops turning will I stop calling you cute!" He retorted making me face red.
What the freak is wrong with him today?! He is being so forward it is throwing me off!
"N-no," I responded, turning away from him.
"I think you are! What? Are you attracted by my charms?" He asked, following me as I started to walk away from him.
"N-no," I responded, hearing him stop behind me.
I turned around to see that he was deep in thought, as if contemplating something.
"Ah man I thought that would work," he whispered under his breath.
"What would work?" I asked confused.
"Being more forward. I thought that maybe if I was more aggressive with you that...that..."
"That what Kyungsoo?" I questioned him.
He looked down at the ground embarrassed by what he was going to say next.
"That you would start to like me back," he quietly said. He started to rub his hands together, most likely from nervousness.
I stood there and stared at him.
He was more aggressive today because he thought that I would fall for him? Because of that?
As I was staring at him, I noticed that his ears had started to turn red.
I couldn't help but smile at how embarrassed he was.
There is the Kyungsoo that I know. The shy, quiet Kyungsoo.
I started to walk towards him as he continued to avoid my eyes.
I stopped right in front of him.
"Kyungsoo?" I asked, making him bring his gaze up to meet mine.
"You don't have to be someone you are not to impress me. It doesn't matter if you are shy because that is what makes you, you. Don't ever feel like you need to change yourself for me or anyone else okay? Just be you, the squishy D.O that we all know and love." I told him looking at him in the eyes. He turned his head back down.
"But I am not the one you like right?" He stated, turning away from me again.
As I looked at him, I knew my answer was clear. I knew how I felt about him and knowing that, I could feel my heart shatter into pieces.
"I-I am sorry Kyungsoo, but I don't think I can return your feelings for me," I said. As I was staring at him, I thought that I saw a tear fall down his face, going over his mask, leaving a stain.
"T-That's okay," he spoke up. "I kind of figured when I first confessed to you that it would be a long shot but I still wanted to try." He said in between his sniffling.
I started to tear up at the sight of him.
I am sorry Kyungsoo. I really am.
I pulled him into a hug, hoping that I could at least give him this.
"Just know that I won't forget that okay? Thank you for your kindness towards me and I would still like to talk to you if that is ok." I told him.
Slowly, I felt his arms wrap around me and him nodding into my shoulder.
I broke away from him and gave him a smile, knowing that my face was probably a mess right now.
"I-I have to go now," he said. "I have to be up e-early for a shoot tomorrow." He said rubbing his eyes.
I nodded at him.
"Bye Y/N. I will talk to you later okay?" He said, as he started to walk away.
"Bye Kyungsoo, and thank you again," I whispered at his back, knowing he did not hear what I said.
Kyungsoo ' s P.O.V
As I walked away, I told myself to not look back. As looking back would only hurt me more.
At least you tried Kyungsoo. At least you tried.
As long as she is happy with whoever she ends up liking that will be enough for me.
I sighed with a heavy heart.
She may not be the one for you, but you will find that person someday.
Just don't give up Kyungsoo. Fighting!
Not really paying attention to where I was going I collided with someone, hearing things fall to the ground.
I looked down to see that the person I ran into had dropped some of their things. I bent down and quickly gathered their items, giving them back. I started to stand back up.
I quickly bowed towards the person, not looking up at their face as I brushed passed them.
As I walked away, I was completely oblivious to the person that I had run into.
Was that K-Kyungsoo? What is he doing here?
Aish...I hope he didn't see me. He probably wouldn't even remember me.
Yeah, right. Who would remember their first girlfriend after all these years?
It probably wasn't even him. Ah well. It was nice to think about him as I haven't for a while.
I wonder what he is doing now...
I started to walk back to my car, numb from what had just happened.
As I reached my car and got inside, I sat there, zoning out.
I can't believe that just happened. I feel so bad now.
Aish! Why couldn't I just be normal huh? Why did 3 of them have to like me!
I rested my head on my steering wheel.
Well...if anything at least I found out about my feelings for him, no matter how hard it was.
I just don't know if I can do it again!
Sehun or Suho? Which one do I really like?
I still have to go on dates with them too!
Dear heavens save me.
I sat back up in my chair, turning the car on as I decided to head home to think about everything that had happened and to wonder what was going to happen next.
I guess we will see.
Ahhh D.O why!!! *tries to hug him while crying to comfort him*
Ok, ok I won't bother you anymore...
Well, who will it be...Sehun or Suho? :3
Sorry this chapter kind of flew by...I am not that great with sad scenes so it was kind of short but I hope you enjoyed it all the same! XD
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