I woke up drowsy and turned around looking into the face of the precious princess.
“Jin~ wake up eomma everyone will wonder where you are." I smiled.
“They can wonder if they want to. it's not like we did anything I slept next to you so you wouldn't feel lonely. I mean after what happened at the photoshoot and everything I thought you needed a shoulder."
that's right.... the photoshoot...... I remember yoongi telling me he wanted to try and relax with me and next thing you know we were making out deeply on the couch, just for some pictures. everyone staring.... including the boys. I got up and yoongi confessed to me....i ran and jungkook stopped me.... he told me he loved me too.... it was all too much. jin looked at me as I laid there looking frustrated and worried. he grabbed my hand and kissed it.
“Everything will be fine. it was a moment they didn't know what to do. I mean we are a group of boys. they never exactly confessed and they never had a kiss. it was their hormones."
I smiled at the sound of jin telling me I'll be fine. I got up and went downstairs sitting at the table waiting for jin to come down and make a delicious breakfast. when I kept turning my chair it suddenly stopped and my head landed on a flat chest. I looked up and saw jungkook.
“good morning beautiful." he smiled leaning in close to my lips.
“Jungkook.... can we talk about this first..... I uhm I don't think this is a good idea.... " I got up.
he looked at me obviously scared I was gonna tell him I'm not interested. we both went outside and stood outside the door.
“Listen jung-" I was interrupted.
“Before you say what I think your going to say.... I really really really like you. no I think I'm in love with you."
His words reminded me of yoongi's words.... when you told me he thinks he is in love with me...... anger built up, tears forming in my eyes, I looked up looking into his eyes feeling something horrible like hatred towards him.
“Why is this happening to me! You guys did this to me! I hate you jeon jungkook! How could you pressure me all the time and when I'm down you continue!" I screamed right into his face.
He looked deeply into my eyes and a tear fell from his. this is what he does. when he tries to make you feel bad he makes himself look like a victim. I rolled my eyes and walked inside now just dying to eat jin's food when someone grabbed my arm.
“what now! " I say turning around looking at a shocked yoongi.
“Woah what happened to you?"
“Jungkook happened. I'm sick of love right now."
I walked away and saw namjoon and jin putting away dishes. I missed a delicious breakfast. Why do I have to go through this.....