The night sky engulfed in hues of red, yellow and orange. Sirens coming from every direction. Helicopter flying overhead with a spotlight going around in a circle. Reports of gunshots fired 20 minutes before the roaring and screaming of the flames that were seemingly licking the sky with its tongue. I watched in amazement at my handiwork as officers and firefighters scrambled to get the flames under control. A moment that I would never forget. A smile appeared across my face as the flames took over the color of my pupils. My masterpiece was so beautiful. Beautiful enough to look like a famous artwork from Van Gogh. I couldn’t have planned this even better myself. The canvas being my night sky and the flames of desire just keep getting bigger and it’s burning brighter. I can’t help but laugh to myself at the wonderful work and I’m not even done yet.

It’s time for some more fun and I called the one person that I knew could provide me with some “fun”.

The Following Night…. 3 Hours Earlier

MJ’s PerspectiveMJ’s Perspective

It’s almost time for Jay to be here and I was more nervous than I ever thought that I could ever be. Would he believe me in what I was going to tell him? Would he accept my apology and we be able to move forward from this point on? All of these questions came running through my head and I couldn’t get a handle on it. I usually don’t give a fuck what anyone tends to think, but I was having second thoughts about everything. Deep down I didn’t want to do this anymore but I did want to get back at Simon more than anyone else. It was a constant struggle. I heard the doorbell ring interrupting my thoughts and startling me. I took a deep breath and approached the door looking through the peephole to see who it was. I could see his smooth skin beneath his black leather jacket, only exposing the tattoo that he donned on the side of his neck. I forgot just how attractive he was because I have been so consumed with everything else.

“Now is not the time to be thinking about that MJ. Get your shit together!”

I cleared my throat and opened the door. He looked at me with those deep brown eyes and just nodded his head. He didn’t look to pleased to be here nor did he look like he wanted to come in, but I also can’t blame him for feeling that way either. I opened the door wider and he stepped right in heading straight for the living room. I closed the door and made sure to lock it and followed him right on in.

“Did you want anything to drink?” He looked at me before looking at the alcohol sitting right in front of the window. I see it running through his head. That one question wondering whether he should or shouldn’t.

“Yea, I’ll take a glass, but preferably where I can see you pouring it straight from the bottle.”


“Jay? Naw you don’t get to question that considering that just a few days ago you had a gun to my fucking head threatening to blow it off.”

“About that night, I wasn’t in my right mind. I only remember bits and pieces of that night.”

“How can you not remember. It was your fucking hand, your gun and only you pointing it at me. No one else was there. No one told you to do it. You did that shit all on your own. And if you called me over here to tell me that, it wasn’t your fault and that you lost your mind for a split second; then I’m fucking out of here.”

“Jay… you don’t understand. You wouldn’t understand even if I told what’s really going on.”

“Try me… Or else I’m walking out that fucking door and never looking back. I will even call Detective Kwon and tell him to take you off of this and that we don’t need you. See cause, I can’t trust anyone who thinks hiding shit from me is what will keep them safe. Wrong fucking answer.”

He was right. He had already been through so much and lying wasn’t going to make it any better. It was going to change what has already happened, so why not just tell the truth right?

‘Don’t you do it MJ. I’m warning you. You better not do it.’

‘Oh, so now you decide to appear huh Rae?’

‘You keep trying to ruin my plans and I can’t let that happen.’

‘Yea, well I’m sick of this shit and I can’t fucking take it anymore.’

Battling with Rae inside my head with Jay here was not how I wanted this to go. I can see him staring at me wondering what’s going on and why I haven’t responded to his question. He shakes his head and gets up to leave but I grab his arm and shake my head no. I didn’t want to lean on him but I needed something before she came out and took over. I can feel her trying to do it.

“Get the fuck off of me. What do you want?”

“I know you noticed it. I saw the look on your face.”

“What look?”

“The look of confusion and trying to figure out what’s going on in my head. It seems as though you already have it figured out and you’re just trying to confirm it for yourself.”

“The only thing I have figured out is that you behaviors go from one extreme to the next. From the person that I once fell in love with, to the bitch that I hate and want to kill sometimes.”

“It’s her Jay, not me. Her.”

“Who is ‘her’?”

“Rae. She lives inside of my head and she likes to come out and play sometimes. I never know when she will…

“Stop right there. Just fucking stop right there MJ. Rae is dead. She is not alive and doesn’t fucking exist anymore. Simon made sure of that.”

“No, no, no, no… Jay you have it all wrong. She does exist. I am her and she is me. We live in the same space at the same time. This is her body, but I had more control over her in the beginning. I was created because of the trauma she suffered from Simon.”

“MJ, this doesn’t make any sense. It just doesn’t. Simon always makes sure his victims are gone. He has never left anyone behind. Not once. So how in the hell did she of all people survive being shot 4 times by Simon?”

“We almost didn’t make it, to be honest. We had crawled a ways away from where we landed after being shot and from there someone found us and treated the wounds.”

Jay sat back down and listened intently to what I had to say. I told him about the kind stranger who found us and saved us from dying. His face went from shock, to disappointment to just unbelievable. I didn’t know if he was going to believe anything that I had to say but I needed to try. I could feel Rae pounding down the walls inside my head trying to get out. She is so close to shattering the walls and once that’s done, I may have no way of coming back. She may just stay in control the rest of the time.

“You fucking bitch. Why are you telling him this. Stop fucking talking.”

“Fuck you Rae. I’m sick of your shit and he needs to know. He is going to know the truth. I’m going to fucking tell him all of it and there is nothing that you can do about it.”

“Oh really. You think there is nothing that I can do about it? Fucking try me MJ.”

I continued talking to Jay and ignored Rae the rest of the time. Although I could hear her screaming and yelling and banging on the inside of my head. She was getting closer to really exploding and to her breaking point. Jay listened intently to everything that I was telling him. But then something shifted in my words. My body felt droopy and it was starting to get worse. Fuck! She is breaking through and if she comes he won’t get to know. He has to know.

“Jay I need you to listen to me. I’m feeling like I might drop at any moment. She is breaking through and she may just be out for the rest of the time. But I have to tell you the real reason why I was created besides the trauma. There was something that Simon didn’t know.”

“MJ, you look fine but I’m listening. What else could there possibly have been?”

As I get ready to respond to him, I could feel my vision blur and it seemed as though I stopped talking. I could hear the glass breaking in my head, which only meant one thing. I wasn’t going to be in control anymore and now things are about to get a lot worse. I had fainted for a few moments. It wasn’t too long before she propped herself back up pretending to be me.

“Are you okay?”

“Yea, I’m good. I just felt dizzy for a moment. I just need some water.”

He stands up to go to the cabinet to search for a glass to get me some water. I need a way to get out of here and go meet Alexis. But the only way, to make sure he won’t follow me out is to get him to sleep. Or at the very least tie him up. I know he still has feelings for MJ, so why not use that to my advantage. He comes back with a glass of water and I sip it slowly, so I can still process how I’m going to do this. I know he is expecting me to finish telling him but he isn’t getting anymore information from me. MJ is no longer here. But I am.

“Are you okay?”

“Yea. Thanks for the water.”

“Now, tell me what’s so important. What is it that I need to know?”

“Jay… I was there…. I was there when Simon and Alexis killed this young girl.”

“That’s not… There’s no way that they would. Simon would never hurt a child and neither would Alexis. But then again, there is a chance she would have if it would have come between protecting Simon from being exposed. It just seems impossible. He would never do anything like that. I don’t fucking like the asshole but that was one boundary he never crossed.”

“You don’t believe me, do you?” I said as I reached out to touch his hand.

“I’m finding it hard to believe that they would do such a thing. It doesn’t make sense at all.” he said as he moved his hand away from mine.

“Jay, you have to believe me. It’s true. I have proof.”

“Yea? Where? Where is this proof that you speak of?”

“I can’t tell you that Jay. I need it for my own sake.”

“Well then I guess, we’re done here.” He states as he gets up to walk out the door.

I grabbed his hand as he tries to walk past me, so I could get his attention. He looks down at our hands connected and together. The look in his eye. I knew that look. Although I didn’t give a shit about it, I could see why MJ was so in love with him. But I was going to use his feelings against him. One last time. I could tell what he wanted more than anything and what he missed. I knew over the course of time that he was slowly changing his mind about what he really wanted to do with Simon. He was changing his mind about MJ.

“Let go. I have nothing else to say and we have nothing else to discuss.”

“Actually, I think we do.” I said getting up slowly so that we stood face to face.

“Yea? What’s that?”

I looked in his eyes for a moment and went for it. I kissed him on the lips. He pushed me back with both of his hands. His face displaying so many emotions from hurt and anger to love and dismay.

“What the fuck are you doing MJ?”

“You know exactly what I’m doing? Don’t pretend like it’s not what you want or that you haven’t thought about it. I can see it.”

“You don’t see anything and you for damn sure don’t know what you’re talking about.”

“Really? I don’t. Then let’s try this.”

This time I kissed him harder and even when he did struggle, I pushed my mouth deeper into his allowing him to taste the sweetness of my lips. He tried to resist me but then his lips started moving with mine and we were in sync. He kissed me more fiercely and next thing I knew, my shirt was coming up over my head and he tossed it to the side. I took his shirt off exposing those beautiful tattoos of his. I ran my hands up his chest and continued to push him backwards towards the room. I pushed him backwards towards the bed and he fell right on top of the bed. I slipped out of my jeans and walked over to him as he laid down on the bed. I climbed on top of him and kissed him so hard it took his breath away.

My hands moved down to his belt buckle and removed the first obstacle then I quickly pulled off his pants. I massaged his already hard cock. I needed to hurry up and get his ass to sleep. He is usually the sweet loving, wants to take his time but tonight, I need it fast, hard and a little rough. He looked down at me.

“This is a side of you I have never seen before. Even when we were together.”

“Yea, well shit changed. And right now, I’m needing you to just fuck me to my core.”

“Fuck you to your core huh?”

Grabbing me by my shoulders, he throws me up against the headboard and roughly kisses me. He grabs my hands and places them above my head as he takes his other hand and unhooks my bra. Wrapping my legs around his waist, I hoist myself up so that his hard cock met my entrance. Both of our breaths getting heavy, little moans escaping both of our lips, our bodies meshing together. Jay finally manages to pull of his boxers and without any warning he pushes himself right inside of me. I yelled his name as he entered inside of me. He kissed me even more roughly and unevenly.

“Is this what you wanted?”

“Shit Jay… Yes this is exactly what I wanted. Fuck me harder.”

He did as I asked as he kept pounding me harder and faster. I could feel him getting bigger inside of me, and I becoming wetter and wetter as he keeps going. I pushed myself off of the headboard, and pushed him onto his back so I could ride him the rest of the way. He put his hands on my waist to keep me steady as I went faster. He grabbed my breasts and squeezed them tight as I continued to ride him. My hands rested on his chest so that I could make sure he was hitting my spot in the right way.

“Ah, fuck! I’m about to cum.”

“Me too. Shit.. Just a little more.”

He moved me faster to keep up with his pace as we were both getting out of breath and moaning like crazy. The moans just bouncing off the walls, both of our movements getting sloppy since we are both almost ready to climax. And then finally, we come at the same time, as he grunts and moans loudly breathing very heavy and I scream his name and dig my nails into his chest as the fire in the pit of my stomach begins to burnout. We finish riding out the rest of the wave and then we collapse right next to each other still breathing heavily. I could tell sleep was about to overcome us but I needed to stay awake. I’m meeting with that bitch in an hour, and I need to get there a little bit before her to set everything up. Jay fell asleep but I waited another 10 minutes before I moved from the bed and threw my clothes back on.

“Psh.. Of course you would fall for it. Fuck Jay. You’re just too easy. But damn you’re a good fuck.”

I kissed his cheek and walked out the door, going towards the warehouse where we agreed to meet up at.


Alexis’ PerspectiveAlexis’ Perspective

I knock on the door to the entrance of the warehouse where I was meeting MJ. The door opens slowly but no one comes out to say anything. I slowly open it and take the gun that I had in my purse out and held it out as I proceeded slowly into the warehouse. There was hardly any light making it hard to see in there. I step inside more slowly moving from side to side checking to see if someone may be hiding. As I round the corner, I feel something hard and cold hit the back of my head. I hit the ground hard, my vision blurry and I could see were two feet standing in front of me and the metal pipe landing loudly on the ground next to me. I could hear this evil laugh and then I blacked out.

I finally woke up after what seemed like forever only to look around with my head throbbing in the back from where I was hit. The light was shone in my face and I turned my head as the brightness from the light made me feel even worse. I looked down to see that my hands and feet had been bound by what looked like rope to a chair. I shook my hands and feet trying to see if I could loosen it or maybe get out of the restraints.

“You can try all you want, but it’s not gonna budge.”

“What the fuck? MJ? What the hell do you think you’re doing?”

“MJ… MJ.. Awww you mean me… Oh no sweetie. MJ is no longer here. It’s Rae.”

“Rae?!... No that’s not possible. Simon killed you. He killed you.”

“Well he thought he killed me.” She said stepping to me with my gun in her hand and brushing it across my face.

“There is no way. How is this even possible? I knew that you had been acting strange these past few weeks and I fucking warned Simon that something was going on with you but he wouldn’t listen to me. What the fuck is this.?”

“Well you right to be cautious Alexis. I don’t usually come out unless I have to. You see, MJ was created after the traumatic experience I went through after almost dying from Simon killing me. She was my sanctity. See, I had became soft and broken and then this voice inside my head started to appear and it was her. She was my anger and despair that I had a hard time trying to voice. She was the real savage. She helped me in more ways than I would have ever thought. Revenge wasn’t the plan the whole time. To be honest I didn’t want anything to do with any of you guys until, that fateful night when she saw him in the club and he chased after her. It brought back so many memories of how he was to me. I had told her who he was and she realized that he was the man who had caused me so much heartache and came up with this plan for revenge.”

“Why do you feel the need to get revenge on me huh? Yea so what I fucked Simon but it was also his choice.”

“But you both broke me. You see I was the love of his life. But I couldn’t fathom that he would do such a thing as fucking kill me for some shit that you did that I covered up for. So instead, MJ decided that it would be best to just set you up. We knew Simon had been killing people lately for fucking over his business so we took advantage of it. There were a few unlucky people who found themselves being just bate. We killed them the exact same way Simon did but would leave some trace evidence behind that would point to him, but unfortunately we didn’t count on you going behind his back to clean up after him. So we took it a step a further, to ensure that Simon would start losing his trust in you. That teenage girl from all those years ago who witnessed Simon killing that couple, well she recorded the whole thing on her phone. From the shooting to the clean up to his face and the make and model of the car. Well, we decided to give you a helping hand and we killed her for you, but took her phone so that no one knew exactly what had been done. She didn’t see it coming and she was still recording at the time that she was killed. She couldn’t see my face, but she only knew a name. And the name we gave her was yours.”

I couldn’t believe what I was hearing. All this time Simon blamed me for that girl’s death and that’s when he stopped trusting in me and started looking at me differently. He knew I would never hurt a child but he believed that I had became more about the money and not about still having some type of morals. My head was spinning with everything she was telling me. I just couldn’t fucking believe this bitch. She did all of this because of what he did to her. He shot her, he left her for dead. Hell it’s not like I put the gun to her chest and pulled the fucking trigger.

“You fucking bitch. You set me up. You set us up. How could you? He trusted you and I never fucking liked you because you were taking him away from me.”

“Oh, you mean just like you fucked over Jay to fuck with Simon? You don’t get to judge me you hypocritical little bitch. To be honest, I didn’t want to hurt Jay, because it seems like the one person out of everyone who ended up being fucked over more times than none was him. And what did he do to deserve it? He fucking loved you! He would have done anything for you, but no you had to be selfish. And I know, yes I helped you guys to fuck him over but it was all part of the plan. I did fall in love with him but he was collateral damage to what I needed to do.”

“I can’t believe this shit!! You’re a fucking MONSTER! You know that. Nothing but a fucking heartless MONSTER.”

“Me!!?? I’M THE MONSTER!?!?! No.. No.. not just me. All of us are.You, Simon, Jay and me. We are the MONSTERS. Jay on the other hand, I saw as a monster just for that moment when he allowed Simon to take me that night and kill me. But I had came to understood him then. I got it then. It was because he loved you and he didn’t think that you would ever do anything to betray him after you guys had worked so hard together. But then look what happened, you betrayed him anyways after he believed you and trusted you with everything. And then there’s me. Look at what you guys have done to me. You have turned me into this. I didn’t want to make these decisions. But I was forced to do so.”

“Do you think any of us wanted to be this way?! I sure as hell didn’t see my life going this way. I didn’t see things turning out this way. But shit. Life changes and things fucking happen and you deal with it!”

“And I have dealt with it!! I’m dealing with it now. You will be taken care of tonight and then Simon. Jay doesn’t deserve this. But you motherfuckers do. And I’m done wasting my breath talking to you. Any last words?!”

“Fuck you bitch! I’ll see you in hell!”

I looked at her as she raised the gun and pointed it towards me. She turned her head sideways and I closed my eyes. I wasn’t expecting my life to end this way but when you make the choices that I have made, it’s the price you pay.


The bullets entered my body and the last one pierced my lung and traveled up to my heart. I struggled with breathing for 5 seconds and then that was it. My head hung low and I was gone.

Rae’s PerspectiveRae’s Perspective

I shot her three times in the same places where Simon shot me except this time I made sure that she was dead. There was no way she was going to get out of this. I checked for her pulse and she was gone. But I couldn’t leave any trace behind and I knew it was going to be any minute before the police showed up. I took the can of gas that I had left in the corner and I splashed it everywhere, including on her. I took a match and lit it. I stood there holding it and tossed it on the floor watching the gas light up in hues blue, orange and yellow. I watched it burn for a while before exiting. I walked across the street for a better view. It didn’t take much time before the explosions started lighting up the sky and the metal began to creak.

The night sky engulfed in hues of red, yellow and orange. Sirens coming from every direction. Helicopter flying overhead with a spotlight going around in a circle. Reports of gunshots fired 20 minutes before the roaring and screaming of the flames that were seemingly licking the sky with its tongue. I watched in amazement at my handiwork as officers and firefighters scrambled to get the flames under control. A moment that I would never forget. A smile appeared across my face as the flames took over the color of my pupils. My masterpiece was so beautiful. Beautiful enough to look like a famous artwork from Van Gogh. I couldn’t have planned this even better myself. The canvas being my night sky and the flames of desire just keep getting bigger and it’s burning brighter. I can’t help but laugh to myself at the wonderful work and I’m not even done yet.

It’s time for some more fun and I called the one person that I knew could provide me with some “fun”.

Well my lovelies I hope you enjoyed this chapter. I’m sorry it took so long to post but I needed the details to be just right. There is only one more chapter left which will be the end. There may be a possibility for a sequel. Thank you so much for reading and continuing to support this story.

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