how long has it been since I updated this......? who remembers this story ?¿
I'm So Sorry For The Horrible Lack Of Updates
life has been tough.... I haven't been able to sit down & write. (excuses, excuses...i kno)
But, I Will Continue Writing Winter Days... I Love This Story Too Much To Drop It :-)
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Story Summary: A Cold Hearted Doctor Falls For His Terminally Ill Patient, How Much Time Will They Have Together Before Everything Falls Apart?
After playing for a few minutes which felt like eternity for Jimin, Yoongi slowly places his thumbs on the last key note as the sound faded away. The onlookers applaud him for his beautiful performance before focusing back on their dinner once again.
I guess it wasn’t that bad…I guess it wasn’t that bad…
Jimin, with his face still covered by his small hands clearly flushed with embarrassment, he quickly stood up from his seat next to Yoongi & makes his way towards the exit without saying a word. Yoongi does the same, but much slower as he took his time stretching & inaudibly mumbled to himself.
As Yoongi made his way out of the restaurant, he sighs as he pulled out his brown wallet from his back pockets. The once bitter, harsh bartender suddenly smiled at him as he places his hand up slightly.
“It's fine,” He began with a slight chuckle. “No need to pay anymore.” The man then placed his hand out for Yoongi to shake it, which he slowly but surely did so.
“I was quick to judge. You should come back & play some time. We need a talented pianist here.” Yoongi quietly nods his head as he shook the man's hand before finally releasing his grip.
“I'll see..” Yoongi replies as he proceeded his way out to catch up with his patient.
The walk back to the hospital was… Awkward, to say the least. Jimin completely avoided any contact with his doctor practically ignoring his existence for the time being as he kept his head down, locking his eyes with the snow & ice beneath his feet. Yoongi on the other hand acknowledged Jimin, though they've been seeing one another, he could clearly read Jimin like a book. Especially regarding his actions earlier.
Before Yoongi could question him, Jimin breaks the awkward silence first.
“You - you did great back there…” He manages to say, stuttering from both the cold air & nervousness.
“Ah.. Thank you.” Yoongi simply took the compliment.
“Why did you become a doctor anyway? You have a passion for music, why don't you pursue it?” Yoongi took a large amount of air into his lungs before exhaling it all out, causing his breath to be visible due to the air. He places his hands into his back pocket.
“Our session is only about the patient.” He explained vaguely, with his usual monotone voice.
“Aww, you're so complicated. Tell me!” Jimin demanded in a childish tone, he's seemingly back to his old self.
“I hope you freeze to death!”
You're the one to talk about someone being “complicated…”You're the one to talk about someone being “complicated…”
Jimin suddenly grabs the sleeve of Yoongi's shirt & began tugging at it. Onlookers notice the unnecessary scene the short pink-haired man with an obvious oversized lab coat was causing. To them, the two looked like a father attempting to tune out their bratty child. The thought of that made some of them chuckle as they continued with their evening.
After ignoring Jimin’s constant begging & whining, Yoongi gives in. He places his hand onto Jimin's forehead & slightly pushes him away.
“Alright, alright…” He says under a deep sigh. Jimin’s brown eyes began to sparkle, like two chocolate diamonds glistening as light were shined onto them. Yoongi takes his hand away from Jimin's head, and places it in his pocket. Jimin has his full attention on him, eagerly waiting for him to begin.
“Lets just say my family were against my passion for music, & things relating to it.” Yoongi scratched the back of his neck.
“I could've ran away, & become an underground rapper. Which I did, but it didn't last for long.." He says, with a slightly forced chuckle.
“I didn't want to be a burden & disappoint them as much as I already have, so I went into the medical field about four years. So here I am..”
"Was this job worth it -- you gave up your dream for this?"
"I mean, It sure pays the bills well.. I make much more money here, than I did when I was selling my own CDs."
"It's not about money, you know.." Jimin pouts.
"I'm aware, but the more I think about it... I haven't been as motivated to earn money as much as-" Yoongi stops himself, mid sentence causing Jimin to pull on his arm again.
"As much as what?!" Yoongi feels his face turning bright red, hoping it was from the cold.
"Nothing, just forget it..."
"Ah!!" Jimin shouted in frustration. He then folded his arms over one another & proceeded to pout.
"I don't care anyways..." He says under his breath.
"If you didn't care, you wouldn't have asked..." Jimin places his fingers into his ears.
"What was that?! I can't hear you!!"
This kid...This kid...
Yoongi began to nervously crack his knuckles & gulps down every bit of saliva, seeing the hospital in the distance after crossing the street.
"How will we get back in?" Jimin asked, feeling just as nervous. Yoongi slowly takes hold of Jimin's hands, still locking his sight on the building. Seemingly getting closer & closer with each step.
All we can do is hope Seokjin isn't at the main entrance...All we can do is hope Seokjin isn't at the main entrance...
"Remember, once we get through the doors, I want you to run as fast as you can. I'll lead you to your room, but I need you to keep up."
While rethinking how everything would go over & over again, the two arrive near the parking lot at the front gate. Jimin hides behind a parked car alongside Yoongi, peeking to make sure no one was sitting at the front desk.
"Do you see anyone?" Jimin asked, breath sounding shaky. Yoongi shakes his head.
Can't believe I'm doing this....Can't believe I'm doing this....
Yoongi takes a few deep his head against the ice cold car. He then looks at his clearly frightened patient.
"Even though I sneaked you back in, I'll get caught for disappearing on the job.." Jimin looks down at the ground & nods.
Let's just get this over withLet's just get this over with
Yoongi takes a few more breaths before quickly grabbing Jimin's hand once more, & running as fast as he could to the automatic double doors of the entrance. Almost slipping on ice, the doors open & they quickly ran through them. Running up the emergency stairway, passing by three people unknowningly.
"Who was that?!" Hoseok asked his other co-worker, caught off guard.
"A patient maybe..?" Seokjin adds. Namjoon sighs deeply after taking a sip of coffee before throwing the cup away.
"I think I know exactly who it is.." He places his hands into his doctors coat & makes his way towards the elevator.
"Where are you going now~?" Hoseok whined.
"I need to have a few words with someone." The elevator door opens as two doctors step out, brushing shoulders with him. Giving him the side eye before parting ways.
"What got into him all of a sudden..?" Seokjin sighs as he swirls his cup around.
"He's probably upset about Yoongi sleeping on the job again, I haven't seen him since we rode the elevator together a few hours ago.."
"Yeah, that's Yoongi for you." Hoseok chuckled. Seokjin & Hoseok proceeds with their shift, like nothing 'unfamiliar' was taking place.
Wasn't that him just a few seconds ago?
Still running hand in hand down the dark, hospital hallway, Yoongi frantically searching for Jimin's room number.
The room was just down the hall, as soon as he felt this amazing burst of relief, Jimin loses grip of Yoongi's hand falling down onto the cold, hard floor. He stops in his tracks, Yoongi's heart began to weigh down as he quickly approaches his patient.
"Hey, Jimin? Are you alright? Answer me.."
"I... can't... run... anymore..." He struggles to say in between breaths. Although he managed aiding those who fall out, he felt completely helpless & confused. Yoongi gets down to Jimin's level, & slowly turns him onto his back.
"What're you...?" Yoongi then carefully lifts his off the ground, bridal style & continues quickly pacing down the hall.
I'm such an idiot... how could I forget his legs were weak?!I'm such an idiot... how could I forget his legs were weak?!
I'm so selfish...I'm so selfish...
So goddamn selfish...So goddamn selfish...
The world around Jimin became a blurry image, before he slowly shuts his eyes.
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But Was It Worth It Tho...? XD
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