As I sat there in my room all I could think about was his eyes….

His face…..

Every time he smiled at someone…..

When he smiled at me………

I sat there and just hummed to myself this familiar tune.

I closed my eyes and tried to remember every curve of his face.

I sprawled myself on the bed and just smiled I felt happy knowing that I wasn’t crazy,

That I know it wasn’t just a dream…….

As I was thinking about him, I felt someone running their fingers through my hair and then running it down my cheek.

I opened my eyes wide and was surprised to see mark sitting next to me petting my hair.

I was startled and sat up. “Oh man mark you scared me!” I said as I socked him in the arm.

He responded with “I’m sorry I thought you were sleeping you looked so happy.” He smiled at me “it must be from finally seeing your mom right?”

I smiled back “oh of course I just never though this day would come. “I say to him as I push the thoughts of jimin away.

He smiled back at me but it felt different for some reason.

“Goodnight ivy Ill see you tomorrow.”

“Oh ok goodnight tell uncle goodnight for me too.” I said with a smile.

Mark was walking out the door when he turned to say “you know that my father isn’t your uncle by blood, right?”

I looked at him puzzled. “of course I know that my mom’s family took him in when his parents died when he was a teen, that they ended up growing together, that my mom grew to consider him like a real brother…….but why are you asking me this?”

He just looked down and said. “Nothing just though you should know that I’m not your real cousin…..” he looked back at me and then said “never mind I gotta go, goodnight…..” with that he left.

I got up out of bed and went to go follow him “mark wait.” I called out but then I heard the door slam.

My mom and sisters were sitting there looking at me with a puzzled look. “Trust me I’m just as confused as you are.” I said back to them.

Then my mother said. “Well what happened did you make him mad?”

“I don’t know” I responded…. I went on to tell them about what he said but I opted to not tell them how I woke up from my day dreaming.

“Hmmmmmm” said byul. “I don’t know about you but I think that maybe we are just thinking about this too much just try to forget about it for now. Just ask him about it the next time that you see him ok no need to stress about it ok.” she continued on to say. “You guys haven’t seen each other in a long time you have both grown up so much.”

I looked at her even more confused than before.

“Okay I guess, I’ll just ask him about it later.” I smiled at my sister trying to make her feel like I wasn’t still so confused.

I looked over at my mom and she was still looking at me like I was a precious glass flower that could break and disappear at any moment.

I smiled at her and jumped into her lap and just hugged her with all my might.

“I love you so much mommy. I missed you so much momma. I still can’t believe you are here in front of me mama. Omma saranghae.” I continued to hold her tight “sorry that’s all the ways I know how to say mom.”

She just giggled and hugged me tightly. “I love you too baby, come here byul and you to Vicky we are all a family now.” My sisters came up and joined in the group hug. “I’m so glad that we can be together now and I hope that we will all be able to live happily with each other from now on.”

We all sat there until late at night or I guess early morning talking about everything that my mom was curious about and she in turn told us about things we were curious about. It was a long day by the time we fell asleep.

When I got back to my room I waited for Vicky to fall asleep then

I txted mark and said goodnight that I hoped he got home safe and that I couldn't wait to see him.

MARK!!!! ^_^ ----------me too. C U 2morrow, and please just forget about what I said.

IVY >.< ------- kk GOODNIGHT ^_^

MARK!!!! ^_^ ------------------“YOU KNOW I HATE WHEN PEOPLE USE KK…… WHY YOU DO THIS -________-“

IVY>.<-----------I knew that which is why I sent it :D good night Markie POOH!!!!!!

then I went to bed without reading his next response.

Marks POV

When I read the words Markie POOH I couldn’t help but smile. That dork she knew what to say to get me to smile.

……she always knows just what to say.

I just sent back a smiley face and called her a dork.

I waited around but she didn’t respond, she probably fell asleep. I laid there in my bed thinking about her, about what I said to her, I know she probably won’t get it because she is so dense but I felt like I couldn’t have made it anymore obvious

.........That I have feelings for her.

...............................I fell asleep thinking how much of an idiot i was

..........................................on top of that I couldn’t stop thinking about her smile.



hey yall its erika if you are reading this then thank you for reading my story and hopefully staying with me for the ride that is this story

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