Sik-K Diary : Day 1

(I apologies for the tardiness...Lets begin)


"Young and Free"


Is what many people say about me. Yes im young but free? Nah, I dont think so. You see, theres another side of me. A side which no one knows besides me. I smile to only hide the pain. I laugh to silence the screams. I love others to know of how much I hate.


I never thought that the word "hate" will ever appeared in my life. In my mind and inside my heart. Who I hate? Her. I hate her. She has silenced my world. But...why diary. Why am I still stupid to run to her when she needs me knowing she stills makes a fool of me. I guess im that fool. That fool to even fall for her. But, she was never like this. Our first year was just beautiful, but when he came into the picture she disappeared.

It was Winter of 2014, I was hosting for a concert that night. The concert was lit and a success. How i am enjoying this. The screams of my fans and them singing along my songs. I stepped outside of the back of the stadium to smoke a cigarette. The winter air was refreshing. As I began to look at the sky the stars was shinning bright. Then all of a sudden I heard a woman gasped.


*shit!*


Its a fan and I know she will yell my name and more fans was gonna come. I throw the cigarette and as I quickly turned around to go back inside she quickly grabbed my arm.


"Wait..please. I wont yell or make known I am seeing you right now. I understand your privacy, but please can you sign your album for me. "


I look at her and just gave up, since she was sincere of not making my appearance known. She gave me a marker and her album. As i sign it I could hear her giggle. I smile as how cute she sounds. When I look up at her, her lips was red and her cheeks are pink. She was shivering also.


"Your shivering, here take this."


I took of my jacket and placed it around her. I smiled at her and gave her a hug. She looked at me and smiled warmly. As i look deep into her eyes, my heart began to pound differently. A rhythm which was very odd and mysterious. As I look at the time it was almost 2am.


"You have a way home?"

"oh. i can wait for the bus. no worries"

"you know what, come inside with me. Once im done, I can take you home. A fan request."


She began to smile soo big which made me smile. She agreed and we enter inside. As i began to finish everything up, my friends was looking at me as I am crazy for bringing a fan to her house. But I didnt care. Its freezing outside and I cant be rude to a fan. My Image.


"Come on let's go"


I grabbed her hand as I helped her to stand and walk to my car. I can tell she was nervous and it was adorable. I drove her to her house which I noticed that it wasnt too far from mines. Just 30 minutes away. She smiles back at me and she gets off the car. She then bows and thank me for the ride. I waited outside till she opened the door. I waved to her goodbye as she enter inside.


As i got into my house and parked my car inside the garage, I noticed she left her phone in the passanger seat.*Sigh* I grabbed the phone and placed it on top of the kitchen counter. After I showered, I saw the phone and noticed there was 15 missed calls. *shit*


Oh well, tomorrow I will just drop it off to her house, since I already know where she lives. I let myself to sleep, but also to see her again in my dreams.

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