Alright I realized I hadn't posted a new chapter for this in a while so here's an update....things get....well you will see.
Heres the first chapter if ya need refreshers....
Also this weeks Jimin Fanart/fanfic will be this update.
Over the next few days I realized how much Jimin really needed and wanted areum. It made it easier for me to lock my feelings away. Well...a tiny bit. When they got all lovey dovey Id have to walk away.
One day Jimin and I were hanging out at my place. A rare occasion.
"(Y/n) whats wrong?" I glanced at Jimin.
"Nothing." I was a bit confused.
"You've been acting weird lately."
"Eh Im just....lots going on in my mind."
"Wanna talk about it?" He asked
"Nah. Its pretty much stupid."
"Alright thats it!" He snapped.
"What?" I was shocked by the sudden action.
"Lets go for a drive." He said pulling me out of the house. While grabbing my shoes.
"Dont dude me." He said as he unlocked his car. I got in wondering where this was going.
"I'm going to get you back to normal."
I shook my head and waited to see what he had in store for us. It wasnt long until he had got me laughing and having a good time. He was driving like an idiot and was doing donuts in an empty parking lot. Finally he stopped the car and I saw where we were. It was the beach. I got out of the car and ran towards the water.
"(Y/n)" Jimin laughed.
I ran into the water and came back out instantly. I squealed.
"Jiminie come play with me!" I laughed. He shook his head and walked towards me. He smirked and then ran at me. I screamed and ran away. He caught me quickly and picked me up. I clung to him.
"Don't drop me in the water!" I squealed
"You are too cute."
This felt like old times. Which snapped me into reality.
"Can you put me down please."
"Whats wrong?" He asked setting me down.
"Stay here." I said as i ran off and headed farther down the beach. When I was a good distance away i sat down on the ground and started crying. Why couldnt i just get rid of all these feelings. I was too busy crying that i didnt even realize Jimin had sat next to me and put his arm around me.
"Whats wrong?" He whispered.
"I told you...."
"Did you and tae break up?" He asked.
"Yeah, but that has nothing to.."
"Im gonna kill him."
"Jimin i broke up with him."
"I didnt love him." A new set of tears started flowing.
" Shhh" he said hugging me tighter.
Finally after what felt forever i got the tears to stop.
"Jimin...do you remember that one night?"
"After my ex broke up with me and we came here and drank. "
"Do you think we made a mistake?" I asked not caring that I was revealing I knew what had happened.
I looked at him.
"Us having sex." I stated and his face said it all. He hoped I hadnt remembered.
"Yeah, I think that night...." Before i could finish what i was going to say his phone went off.
"Answer it." I said standing up and dusting the sand off me. I started to walk back towards the car. I decided I needed to get out of town for a bit. That would help me get back to normal.
After several minutes he came back to the car and we got in and neither of us saying anything. He took me home and left. That was the start of my down fall, even if i wanted recovery it was hard to come by.
The next day I was gone.
Alright....thats the update... I hope you liked it.
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