(Mature scene at the end)\nThree years....Three years of nothing but sweet nothings from your amazing boyfriend. He is the kind of boyfriend that can make you fall in love every time. But now you're second-guessing yourself to believe on who you wanted to be with. Ever since you started dating Kihyun you became close to all the members but there was one member that was like a best friend to you until these recent months when you started to develop feeling towards him. It was hard to keep your eyes off of him. You found yourself wanting his touch more than Kihyun. It made you guilty because you loved Kihyun but you couldn't keep him off your mind. Always brushing Kihyun off every time he asks you if you're okay.\nDeep down you knew you would be never okay with this guilt that was piling up never knowing when it would become too much to handle. Feeling the distance you put between you and Kihyun was too agonizing to bear, even when he was laying in your arms when they had nights off and you are able to stay the night. Even now, the group was off for the night, they had finished their schedule early and Kihyun asked if you could come to the dorm once they got there. The members decided to have a movie marathon, which you didn't mind at all. It was their dorm anyways. You were between him and your boyfriend who was laying on your lap while you played with his hair even though you couldn't focus on the movie. You were just glad that the lights were off and only the lighting from the tv lit up the living room. It was easy to steal glances in the corner of your eye from the position you were in.\nSuddenly the lights were turned on making you jump out of your thoughts. Everyone got up to stretch their stiff muscles. Some went to their room to change into comfortable clothes, him and your boyfriend being one of them. You had already came prepared when you left your house in baggy sweatpants and an over sized t-shirt. Unlocking your phone to look through the social media while you waited for them to come back one by one. Unsatisfied with nothing good on social media, you locked your phone up to see him come back out with gym shorts and him trying to put his shirt on to cover his buff biceps and abs.\nYour mouth felt parched as you swallowed on your own saliva as millions of thoughts ran through your mind as you couldn't keep your eyes off of him until Kihyun came following behind rolling down his white shirt also covering his abs. They both settled down back on the couch. You felt the electricity jolt through you when you felt his skin brush on yours. It made you feel aroused. There were still two members who haven't come back and you couldn't take the tension of being in the same room. Getting up from the couch, Kihyun gave you questioning eyes but you brushed it off heading straight to the kitchen. Reaching for a glass cup from the cupboard and filling up with water. Taking sips, you tried to get rid of the feeling of wanting him.\n"Y/N?" you jumped by the sound of a voice behind you. It wasn't long before you felt your boyfriends arms wrapped around your waist and him resting his chin on your shoulder. "Are you okay?" He asked again for the billionth time this week.