I also named it replay because that's the name of Jay's song. It was the song I wrote this too.
Who: Jay Park x Reader
What: Slowjam Smut
"Maybe I'm just tired of watching you choose all the wrong guys." He snapped at me.
I could tell he was agitated, this conversation had gotten heated. He had punched my ex, Woo Yonggi, in the face; he knocked him out cold with one punch then practically kidnapped me. That was an exaggeration, he simply drug me back to my flat and I can't say that Yonggi didn't deserve it, the guy never could handle rejection. Still, Jay had jumped into business that had nothing to do with him so I was annoyed. Now we had gotten to this point.
Jay's hands wiped down his face as he groaned in frustration. We were always at each other's throats and I think the reason I gave him such a hard time was because, even though he was annoying as all hell, I was kind of attracted to him. I hated every minute of my attraction to him; he was too arrogant, at least when it came to him dealing with me.
"You are the most frustrating person I have ever had to deal with." He said lowly.
I turned away from him,
"Oh yeah, well if I'm that annoying why don't you just let me be. Don't worry, I'll make up some story to tell Wonjae."
Suddenly, I was grabbed by my arm and pushed up against the wall. Full lips met my own and mine were coaxed open by the warm invasion of his tongue. Despite the fact that I was shocked, my core was violently awakened by the arousing burst of sensations shooting through me. Jay pulled away from my lips to look in my eyes and I could see the spark of desire within them. I was shaken. I could feel his warm breath against my lips, my own soft pants greeting him until the shock lessened enough for me to understand what had just happened. Then, my heart stirred and my body responded to the look in his eyes. I captured his face in my hands and kissed him again. I didn't think. I didn't want to. Perhaps, after all of this, we could discuss what the hell happened but right now I wanted to be enveloped by passion.
Jay pulled me close to him, I could feel the solidness of his body pressed against mine and his clothed member starting to grow. I broke the kiss and looked down to see the buldge.
Bigger than I thought.
The thought crossed my mind for a moment and then I grabbed his hand to lead him to my bedroom. I stood at the foot of my bed and looked at him nervously. I swallowed, a moment of uncertainty overcame me. My heart thumped hard but it seemed to move slowly or maybe time was slowing down. All I knew was the drum like beat of my heart was in my ears; my arms tingled and felt heavy as if I were trying to move them under water.
"Do you want to-shit-- I must be crazy." I put my hand to my forehead.
I was too embarrassed to ask. I've never been embarrassed to ask for it. In fact, I was usually the bold one. I was so bold that once, on a first date, I leaned over to whisper in the guy's ear and asked him,
"You wanna fuck in the bathroom?"
Mind you, this was five minutes into a movie we had just paid to watch in theaters. He didn't let the offer slip past him either: men. My point is that I was never scared or nervous to ask for it and yet I felt horribly ashamed to say what I wanted to say. Man, all those dreams I had of Jay and me fucking when I first met him played in my mind in a single flash and I felt my face get hot. The tips of my ears must've been changing color too. I was having such a crisis in my head that I didn't realize that Jay had walked up to me and grabbed the hem of my crop top.
"Mind if I take this off?" He asked.
I stared at him wide eyed and my embarrassment spread. He was too damn confident, I hated him. However; that was exactly what I wanted and I could only offer him a non-verbal response. I lightly shook my head and he chuckled as he pulled the crop top off of me.
"You usually have so much spirit. I expected more talk out of you." He chuckled.
I wish I had a rebuttal but I was afraid of my own voice at the moment. I looked away from him feeling the hot blush burn even more. My breast were now exposed since I didn't wear a bra with this top and his hand cupped my breast like he had just collected a bountiful reward. Next came the flicking of his wet muscle against the hardened bud. He further teased me by letting his tongue circle around the bud without touching it. I tried to cover my moans with my hand but I didn't do a good job. My own voice sounded foreign to me as he sucked on my nipple. The affections he gave my breast, from light squeezing, to pinching and sucking were delivered straight to the ultra sensitive bulb between my legs. I bit my lip trying to hold in cries while my hand ran through his hair, caressing his head.
"Jay." I moaned.
Not exactly the impression I wanted to give
I could hear him hiss while the sounds of my wet sucking infiltrated my ears. My nipples perked up more and I could feel my pussy dripping and making a mess of my panties as I sucked him off. He was large and it seemed I had to open my mouth to the max just to take in his girth. My hand spread my saliva up and down his shaft as I gave him head and I felt his hands come to either side of my face while his hips began to move. It was as if he couldn't contain himself any longer. I looked up to see his eyes closed and his lips parted. I felt triumph overthrow the weak clumsy side of me and I put more effort into my sucking, bobbing my head with purpose while my own moans vibrated on his cock. I looked up again to see him looking at me now with half lidded eyes. He cussed harshly,
"Don't look at me like that or I'll come in your mouth."
For a moment, it didn't seem like a bad idea. I took it as a challenge and continued to look at him and I could hear an even deeper gruntled groan rise from his throat. He looked up,
"Fuck." He hissed.
My hands came to his thighs, I could feel the contours of his muscles deepening as he tensed up. His legs were surprisingly smooth for a guy. His sex was dripping with my spit while mine was dripping with my erotic shame. I played with my breast as I continued to suck him off, furthering my torture and his as well. The scent of his flesh turned me on more, working like that of a salacious pheromone. He was ready to lose him mind and I could feel him twitching in my mouth. He held me down on him for a moment but he hadn't come yet; it was as if he were telling me he needed a time out before he came but he wasn't ready to leave the warm cave of my mouth.
I pulled away and took off my shorts and panties. When he saw my wetness and how it had soaked up my underwear he said,
"Damn lil mama."
I chuckled and turned around and crawled on the bed. On all fours, I patted my ass as a way of telling him I wanted him inside me. I saw him pull off his shirt and then bend down to go into his pants. He went into his wallet and pulled out a condom and slid it on before getting on the bed behind me. I could feel the tip of his head at my entrance and when he pushed inside of me I couldn't hold back my cries.
"Fuck, you're- big." I breathed.
"I'll take it slow." He promised.
However; slow was just as agaonizing as him sucking on my nipples. He completely stretched out my pussy and then pulled all the way out. He inched himself back in slowly again and then pulled all the way out. I was ready to cuss at him. When he came back into me about half way, I pushed my ass back into his pelvis.
"Damn. You're just sucking me in." He hummed amused.
"Fuck me." I demanded.
He grabbed onto my hips and started fucking me a little faster. His strokes were even and deep but he wasn't moving nearly as fast or as rough as I needed. My sex pulsed around him and I'm sure that's what he was enjoying but even more, my blowjob must've gotten him so close to the edge that he didn't want to risk coming before he could fully enjoy being inside of me. There was something intoxicating about feeling his hips meet my ass as he drove his rod into me. I lowered my upperbody to the bed until the soft fabric of my blanket was caressing my breast and I lifted my ass higher for him.
"That's a sexy pose." He chuckled.
He continued to drive himself into me, filling me up with his length as my walls adjusted to him. I tightened myself around him and he gripped onto my booty with delicious ferocity. He pushed into me harder then suddenly stopped moving as if to tell his own throbbing heat to keep its composure.
"Shit." He groaned.
He grabbed me by my hips and turned me onto my side. He lifted my top leg onto his shoulder. He licked his fingers before he brought them to my clit and he began to draw small circles on the swollen bud. It felt so good being opened up to him while he was grinding against me. My jucies soaked his fingers as he teased me it also made it that much easier for him to drive into me.
"More." I moaned.
I rolled onto my back opening my legs more. He leaned over my body folding me awkwardly since my leg was still on his shoudler. He kissed my neck and then my breast and the strange position gave him access to hidden places inside of me. The coil in my stomach began to twist harshly. He muffled my moans with his kiss, his tongue attacking mine, fully tasting me for all I had. He broke the kiss,
"You're gonna make me come Y/N." He said.
"Don't stop. Please." I whined.
I gripped onto him as he let my leg off his shoulder. My legs wrapped around his waist while we had a feverish make out session. Our bodies continued to writhe against each other, my walls closed down around him to make the feeling of stroking more intense. I could hear him groan again as if he weren't going to last much longer and I still didn't want him to stop. He sat up so that he could go faster utterly ravaging my body in a fury of thrusts that were overly intoxicating. Burning desire overwhelmed me, the heat of our bodies radiated in the room. He was sweating lightly and the light from my room bounced off of him making it seem like he was Eros himself coming down from Mount Olympus to claim me.
"Yes- like that. Fuck." I moaned.
I dug my nails into his arms. He moved hard and fast destorying me. I liked his furious thrusts far more than his teasing. My sex was throbbing along with his yet I knew at any moment he was going to find his release all the while I was just approaching the edge. My back arched as I threw my head back and ran my fingers through my hair. I cried out in sweet moans feeling the throws of passion seep into my brain making it almost impossible for me to think straight. I felt as though I were floating in the air and one last powerful thrust saw to the release of tortured heat. He leaned down to my body still moving slowly against me as he tried to ride down his high while also looking to satisfy me.
My eyes were half closed and his face seemed almost hazy to me. My reality was being taken over by the deliciousness of our bodies colliding together. He wrapped his hand around the back of my neck and crashed his lips into mine. He kissed me deeply, his tongue searching my mouth like we hadn't kissed before. He sucked on my lips until they were swollen and I felt impossibly high. He pulled out of me and slithered down my body and spread my nether lips. His wet muscle found my entrance and pushed inside of me, darting around like a lost invader.
"Oh, yes. Fuck! That feelssofuckinggood."
My words melted into each other while my eyes rolled back. My feet pointed and my toes ran up and down the blanket. My legs spread wide as his warm wet tongue continued to prod my insides. I gripped onto the blanket pulling at it while I moaned out helplessly in my room. My moans bounced off the walls and seemed to echo back at me like they were trying to answer a question I never asked. He pulled his tounge out of me and replaced it with two digits that curled up inside of me. I looked down and our eyes met; I shuddered at the look he gave back to me. He was dominating every nerve in my body and that look, oh that look was so dark and dangerous I was sure that was how he felt as I looked at him when I was giving him a blow job. I swallowed hard and my lips parted as my chest rose and fell rapidly with my heavy pants.
"Be a good girl and come for me." He said with a bit of a chuckle in his tone.
He dipped his head down and the tip of his tongue started to flick at my clit.
"Fuck." I breathed.
My legs clamped down around his face as he continued to suck on me to completely ride out my high. Wave after wave of unbelievable ecstasy crashed into me until reality seemed unfathomable and even as my body weakened and relaxed on the bed I felt as if I were still in the midst of my fall waiting to reach the earth again. I stared at the ceiling, my intense climax seemingly dulled my hearing for a moment. I saw Jay crawling back up my body to get to me. He captured my lips again and I could taste the faint sweetness of my arousal on his tongue.
He slowly pulled away leaving me in a daze. It honestly took me a while to recover and then I sat up. I looked at him almost tired and he sat down next to me after discarding his condom. I leaned on his shoulder and he said,
"You should take a shower."
"Yeah. In a minute." I whispered.
I was trying to process what just happened. I slept with Jay, I really....slept with Jay? I finally stood up and walked over to the bathroom,
"After I get out, you can wash up alright." I told him.
He looked up at me blankly. The atmosphere in the room had shifted from exotic passion to something almost cold. I wasn't ashamed of what we had done but how exactly were we supposed act now after this. I couldn't look at his face anymore.
"Let's just keep this between us, kay." I said.
I could feel him staring at me and after a few moments passed he said,
Though he had accepted, I could hear conflicting tones in his voice as if he thought it was for the best and yet he was disappointed that that was what I wanted to do. I stepped into the shower letting the hot water beat down on me and the memory of him inside me was put on replay...
Shall we date Kpop?